right.back to the big question.

infatuation, love, or neither?

we were in the little room with everybody else..and she was going on and on about alkanes and ethanol with nobody listening to her as usual.i was watching u..and u were watching me watch u.a thousand thoughts went through my head as i sat there watching you watch me watch you.somehow it didnt feel......right.the feeling just wasnt there.i began to think.did i really..REALLY have feelings for you?or was it because of what everybody was saying..that i did..that made me THINK that i liked you?i dunno.perhaps.we get along great..we talk we crap we laugh we moan..we talk about anything.but when it all boils down..the big L word isnt there.increasingly..its starting to look like the I word isnt there either.as each day passes..i grow more uncertain of my feelings for you.i wish this question could be solved.everyday i spend a fair amount of time brooding over this.i really have better things to do with my time.not that ure that bad but except that its a useless question that hangs on my mind and with the exams round the corner i cld really do with more time.

SOMEBODY ANSWER ME THAT QUESTION!!!!!!!!!!!!

oops.sorry bout that.

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